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figure this
OUT later—
Tuesday. Or Wednesday. (does it matter)

NOTEBOOK VII — THE SYSTEMS

too much time. they said too much time. six months. new baby. baby needs held. just keeping busy — no. no that is NOT what this is. ...they'll see. I'll do it. they'll see.
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SYSTEM ONE — Snow Squad
groups. chaos. who books the chalet?? who confirms the lifts?? email chains are BARBARIC one place. everyone. together. this changes everything.
I
SYSTEM TWO — Birdie Trip
single day ? multi-day ! BOTH. both. the handicap. the draw. the LEADERBOARD. (people want to feel something) too complicated they said away trips GLORY
II
SYSTEM THREE — The Winning Post
the finish line. the MOMENT of it. pick your horse (not literally) compete. live. with everyone watching.
III
SYSTEM FOUR — GRIT
willpower is a myth habit is everything SYSTEMS are everything. daily. non-negotiable. tasks. movement. the grind made visible. grit. I named it correctly.
IV
this changes everything. (I think) ...continue in notebook VIII if I am still alive (figuratively)